Friday, June 11, 2010

More Bad News...

I'm getting more and more used to receiving bad news. Today's: I didn't get into the Mayo Clinic (they need more information from my neurologist- so not all hope is lost yet... but I was devastated yet the same) and my driving re-eval for my last restriction (I can't drive at night still) might have to be postponed until the fall when it gets light out sooner. I didn't put the stupid restriction on my license, and I know it's inconvenient to have to come in and "work" at 9pm... but think of me, always having to leave at 8 or 8:30 when I could still be with my friends. Both sets of bad news came this morning, and all I could do in reaction was just cry. That seems to be all I'm good at lately, which in turn, makes me want to cry some more. I'm trying really hard to not get bitter about these things, but it's hard when they keep on happening to me and I can't see a purpose behind them at all.

I'm all moved (well, the boxes are here at least) back into the Downing House, where I was from January to Spring Break, but the unpacking and finding things is probably going to take weeks. I was really hoping to be done before my class that starts on Monday, but that might just be wishful thinking at this point. I still have reading to do for that class, so that might have to take priority over unpacking with going through boxes as my "break" from Theology reading.

On a positive note, I got a huge blessing in the mail earlier this week from two great friends from Seminary that are moving back to the East Coast because he just graduated. Still not sure what I'm going to use it for, but I think some new sandals might be in order (I've been putting on my Chaco's and not fastening them up because that takes effort and I've become lazy!). The Wertheim's are such a great blessing to me as I've recovered! Thanks for believing in me guys! This has not been an easy journey, but thanks for standing by me throughout all of the valley's and such! :) I hope the move back to the East Coast will be a good transition for you!

I probably should have posted pictures and stories from my trip to MI and MN to see my family and friends, but I'm too tired to right now ;)If I suddenly find some energy, then maybe I will for everyone! Thanks for continuing to follow my random thoughts and rants!
Love,
Amy Christine

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